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-dumbass- [ 10/03/03 ; 10:10AM]
[ mood | sick ]

I'm an idiot. /= . Oh, well.

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I don't wanna go... )= [ 10/03/03 ; 03:39AM]
[ mood | scared sad tired sick worried ]

Everything I've said bad about anybody, especially, Heidi. I take back. I've been mad and depressed. I know that that is not an excuse but yeah. /= . I'm shaking so bad. I feel sick. Everytime I close my eyes I swear I see a white light. )= . I don't wanna die. I'm so scared. I don't know if I am being paranoid or what. /= . I want James to be happy aswell as my family. And I want them to know, all of them, that I'm sorry for anything if I ever hurt them in any way. And that I love them, from the bottom of my heart. Forever. Because that's the truth. I know I'm not the greatest person.. but I love them all very, very much. I'm shaking and bawling so bad right now. >.<;.


"Horny IN Hell's Kitchen" [ 09/30/03 ; 09:30PM]
[ mood | bored ]

Ee, I'm watching Queer Eye For The Straight Guy. Awesome show!!! (= . I'm bored. It wasn't as cold as the past few days. Not really much to update on. /= . I think I update or will more on paper_cut_lips.. /= . It's the same layout and everything. But yeah.

I'm off.


I have too many journals. /= [ 09/29/03 ; 08:53PM]
[ mood | tired ]

I have too many journals. hah. I'm seriously bored. I have cramps, like you wouldn't believe, )= . I haven't watched Wrestling in a long time. /= . Bishcoff [sp.] is gay. Triple H and his "gang" are gay, aswell. And Coach is just down right ignorant. It may be their character, but hell. /= . Ugly bastards. OooOo. But.. Booker T. and The Rock. Yum. (= .

I miss James. I had a dream about him, like usual. Hah. We were talking on the phone, and there was a knock on the door and it was him. <333 . =D . Heh, he was wearing his hard hat and he was holding a baseball bat, smiling. ;D . Ahh, he looked sooo good. Heh. I was so happy. (= . He came in and we sat down and talked for a while. Then he held me, told me he loved me and that I would never have to worry again. I never wanted to wake up and lose that feeling or vision. But when I did wake up, it still felt like he was there. So, it's was okay. (= . I love hiiim.

There isn't anything to really update on. I'm tired. It's only 8 something. I think I'll go watch the rest of Wrestling and then see if Fab 5, <3 , is on. Awesome queers. q= .


/= [ 09/29/03 ; 07:37PM]
[ mood | i gotta pee, really bad. /= ]

I'm really f'ing cold.


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